The feels of T-2 days. And a request

These last couple days have felt very heavy: Physically and emotionally heavy. Not bad, just an extra weight is on us. I, frankly, don’t want to do this.

Today as I was getting up at the crack of dawn to trek to the pool, I didn’t want to do that either. I realized, that in a way, the last couple decades of workouts were practice for this. I don’t want to, and never did want to, but know I’ll feel better after (despite being a little sore).

I’m very ready to have the surgery be over and to know where we stand.

So that takes me to the request.

A few weeks ago while camping, I had a vision of a river cleansing the cancer out and healing my body. It has been a very soothing image for me and so I’d like to offer that whatever vibes/ prayers/light/juju you can send me on Wednesday during the surgery include that image.

May the surgeons have calm steady hands, a peaceful heart, and may the rivers cleanse and heal this little body.

Tomorrow they will call me with the official time of surgery, but the original document I received said 730am pst so I’m going with that. So if you can set a reminder and think of me between 730-430 pst/ 1030-730 est on Wednesday, I would be forever grateful.

Thanks everyone. Jeremy will be updating here on surgery day one he knows something. So be sure to subscribe!

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Also reminder that we’ll be gone until at least Dec 19th so please hold off sending anything!

Here’s some inspiration of a couple different rivers near us.